-To O’Mahony from J. Hamilton(Stephens)-January 18, 1865
18 Jan. 1865, Dublin.
'My dear nephew, I write in extremest wonder and anxiety. What can be the
cause of your long silence ? Of course you
know and should always bear in mind that I attach no blame whatever to you,
convinced as I am that you always do your very best. But to what woful influence or combination of circumstances
has your silence been owing ? You
must know, whatever may be known to others, the danger of silence now.
But even you cannot be aware of all the danger, else you would not have
left me unaided so long. And yet I have written to you in this head and in what
I deemed very strong language. In a letter written a week before
Mr C. [Philip Coyne]
left I mentioned how the ^190 received just
then had staved off ruin and how a little more delay would have been fatal.
Again, in the long better brought out by Mr C. I made known the necessities of
our position. A week after this I stated, always in what to me appeared
strong language, how much we needed money—how-fatal it would be not to receive a
comparatively large sum within a given time. I asked for {,1,000 for the three ensuing months—meaning
the months of January, February, and March. In a fourth letter I made the same
statement. Now sufficient time has gone by to admit of answers to the two first
letters certainly and probably to the third. Yet I have no received a
single line. Again I ask to what this silence has been owing ? What do our friends mean ? If, after the report brought out by Mr C., the friends of Ireland in America do not
speedily prove themselves real friends, all our efforts have been
fruitless and our race is doomed.
'Because,
the event must take place when stated, or never. And to
take place, without the certainty of failure, succour must come soon and
largely. It may come too late now. If no remittance come before you meet
out there it will I fear be too late; and it will
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certainly
be too late if you delay even a week after meeting. As it is, serious
wrong and injury have been done us by delay, and though the injury may be made good
in other ways, still it is deplorable. Besides, it is madness to expose us to
these frequent chances of ruin. By reducing my immediate friends to great
straits and risks of various and serious kinds, and by reducing all dependent
on us to a starvation pittance, we have been enabled to exist for weeks. And it
is only in the same way we can exist till we hear from you. No living men could
stand this state of things long. Privation alone would make the vast majority
of other men give in. But what is the test of privation, however severe, to
that to which their faith is now submitted ?
Great things are to be done but where are
the means ? Millions are to be freely given
by men who now refuse thousands. And yet the thousands are as necessary now as the millions can possibly be at a later
period.
'Do our
friends yonder understand our position ?
This question is frequently put to me. Of course I say that I have done all I
could under the circumstances to make our position understood. Then, friends here
cannot possibly understand friends yonder, and but for
my assurances and reasonings very few men here would now look in faith to your
side. Another question frequently asked is, "Could the Irish out there be
got to do what we want ?" This question
is almost invariably in reference to money, very few now deeming anything else
necessary. I can answer the question conscientiously in the affirmative,
assuring my friends that if properly handled the Irish yonder would be proud
and willing to do all we want; that they could
do it admits of no doubt at all. There is now so much discussion going on here
on these matters that should I appear to want money for any time the faith of all
who hold the framework together would be seriously disturbed if not shivered and
lost forever. Think what good right the friends here have to be dissatisfied
and critical. Some are dissatisfied knowing the weakness of the house yonder.
These, though few, are very important. But the large number are dissatisfied
because while believing the house strong they see me without the aid I need so
much. One final word on this head— men's
minds are now in such a state that any serious disappointment to their
expectations would be fatal.
'A few
words about myself. No other living man could bear what I am bearing. Nor could
I, whatever my force of will and power of endurance, continue to bear it long.
Owing to this continued want of money the risk I run is increased a
hundredfold. Is this fair ? Is it just
or wise to subject me to all but the certainty of arrest ? An equally if not more deplorable consummation
would be a state of health .... [Illegible owing to inkstain;
four letters] broken as to leave me next to useless. Weigh these words well and
do your best to make others understand their full significance.
'Persecution
is rife. Many have already been deprived of their means of life through the
influence of the clergy. Some arrests have been made, too. One of these has
been directly owing to the infamous conduct of a bad priest. The others should
be attributed partly to imprudence and partly to the watchfulness occasioned by
felon-setters of all kinds. Little beyond the imprisonment before trial can
come out of any of these cases. Look on them as exceptions to a
well-established rule : to all but the
purblind they should prove the impregnability of the fortress and the general
prudence of its defenders.
"National" Associations, Leagues, Brotherhoods, etc.,
[are] beneath notice from me. I leave them to the paper. Yours
affectionately.'
Endorsed: Doc. "B
a." C.E.
no. 2. P. 4 (across text), C.E. January 18
1865. P. 6 (across text), Jan. 18 1864 [sic}.